where is my life?

Really? I feel like my life is disappearing before my eyes. I used to go out all the time and be adventurous and seek out new things. now i sit at home and stalk Fb to see if anyone will hang out with me or live vicariously through other people's fun. Fuck. I need to get out more. once i get a car i will. a god damn car. this shit is killing me. i feel so pathetic and worthless. i hate asking for rides. i hate not being able to meet people. or even drive myself to work or the store. Not too much longer i hope. otherwise, im going to learn how to hot wire.