always missing something.

some times i just want to say, "Fuck all Y'all." run away. live life and have fun with out having to consult anyone else. I have a problem. I'm never happy as i should be, i take things for granted. i do believe the grass is greener on the other side, but i also believe the devil you know is better than the devil you don't. I feel like im missing out on life. I always have though.  is anyone ever truly happy or are we all just going through the motions?